My views for this show.. AWESOME.. And I am gonna just rate it 5/5!

I didn’t expect this show to be that thrilling.

It was one of the best show that I have watched so far, it is motivating as you would see the main actress Rachel McAdams acting as Becky Fuller working so hard to hit the target required by the company so that they won’t have to close down the section – DayBreak.

I am not gonna revealed too much about and trust me.. Is good!

OH WELL! A picture for you..

gonna meet up with Clariss and my other friends on Saturday! kinda of excited.. it has been so long since we met up with each other..

just a short update for today!

check out this monopoly chocolate game! O.M.G! ultra cute!!!

though is CNY eve, I went hubby’s house to bai nian.. cause his family members will be going over to Genting this new year.. whereas hubby decide to stay in Singapore to accompany me.. he rocks!
anyway, I was dignosed with yeast infection.. so yar.. is kind of a common thing among woman.. is it so itchy! rawr..
the day ended super duber well cause at hubby’s house i got over $100 of hong bao.. hehe.. XD (going to be 21 le, still get so excited over ang bao)
went home for dinner, cousins and aunt came over for dinner.. what a night!
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY! muack!

Chinese new year day 1

woke up about 8 plus msg hubby and he was awake.. he was telling me that he was sleepy and blah blah blah.. hehe! so he went to sleep about 9 I guessed?
went over dad’s parents place.. realized that ah ma ain’t getting any better.. she forgot me and my brother le.. sad.. just hope that she could recover soon..
had great chats with my cousins over our school stuff learnt quite some stuff from them. and we left about 12pm and went to mum’s mum place..
they left something at home so I fetch them to the place and went home to get..
hubby woke up about 3-4pm.. he came over to my ah ma house to bai nian.. hehe.. he receive quite an amount of ang bao too! wahaha!
after dinner I thought probably we can head to Chinatown and see see.. but everything was almost all gone.. sad.. ended up sitting at coffee bean to enjoy a hot double chocolate and chocolate of a thousand leaf (cake) there were
mashmelow on the drink! yummy!

(he ate a mouth of it!)

just hope tml will be a better day and I recover soon so hubby won’t be worried!

had wanton mee and carrot cake for breakfast..

then we went for movie at vivo city.. watched it’s a great great world.. awesome show!

as for lunch, we ate at one of the food court in habourfront..

went back home to rest and relax..

went out for dinner with hubby and his family members @ safra mount faber – Pioneer Spring Restuarant.

Rating of food is abut 3.5/5 ..

went home after that..

will be meeting hubby on wednesday i guess..

but somehow or rather..

things have changed..

maybe i am being over sensitive..

this love isn’t the same anymore..

i guess i would never be anymore..

i can never open my mouth to tell you i need a shoulder to lie on..

i am not sure who should i look for..

let time solve all this..

tears just drop..

it doesn’t stop..

because u believe u know me in and out..

frankly, i hate it when u can’t talk to me at night..

i don’t like talking when my parents are awake..

i know u are tired there is nothing i can do..

i am being selfish..

i really don’t know how to share my feelings with u.

i am afraid of marriage because i believe argument will occur..

i hate my family and myself..

just because..

i once loved them..

i never tried to forget..

it is the same reason why u couldn’t forget me..

i have been selfish..

i never thought about how you feel..

now i decided to put myself into your shoe..

i know it has been unfair for you for this period of time..

lets stop all this..

we can move on ourselves..

you go your way and i go mine..

as for the child..

it never matters to you or sl..

is mine..

i took this path..

i will walk it myself..

u don’t..

do u know how much i wish that  i could hug u and cry and this moment..

u don’t..

i have nothing more i could say..

because this moment onwards..

i lost myself…

don’t bother to look for me..

i wouldn’t appear for this weekend..

u never understand me at all..

i still blame myself for it..

what your PS has said is true..

did i think about you when i was doing it?

it might be hurting to an extend..

but that was a fact..

why didn’t i think twice when i decided to stay over at his house..

you told me u expected something to happen..

it did..

it always happen..

i am way too selfish..

i always believe in life there is 2 choices..

1. leave me..

2. blame me..

i really don’t know what to do and say..

i have hurt someone who i love once again..

i am probably the dumbest person on earth..